Born into Slavery...Freed by the Blood

I, like Onesimus, was born into slavery – the slavery of the kingdom of the Prince of the Air who now rules this earthly kingdom—but freed from the shackles of slavery by the blood spilled Lamb of God who said “It is finished”--- and the price was paid.

I like the slave born into the household of the earthly master ran and ran and ran and in a time of turmoil God directed my feet to encounter a wonderfully aged couple and through this encounter,I saw the truth and power of forgiveness that would change my heart and soul forever. In the prison cell the slave Onesimus saw the one who was a former blasphemer and persecutor and arrogant against The Way but on the road to Damascus encountered The One who would reveal His mercy and grace. He now joined this aged prisoner and went from being a willing slave of the evil kingdom to a bondslave of the heavenly kingdom; to serve Him willingly out of gratitude. Before he was useless but now useful not only for this aged prisoner but also for his earthly master. I can relate!

Like the thief on the cross, Onesimus cried out to the Crucified One: remember me when I pass from this earthly kingdom into the heavenly one and heard this reply: I promise you will be with me in Paradise. Now with letter in hand, Onesimus returned to his earthly master. Will he be forgiven by him as he has been by the Holy Father? He will for now both the slave and the master are brothers redeemed by the Crucified Christ. The slave will serve with a renewed purpose and vision and the master will accept his service just as the Holy Father accepts ours for now it is a service out of love and compassion. And just as Onesimus began a new life of service, I too began. No more running, no more sin. I had been redeemed and set free.



Like the thief on the cross, Onesimus cried out to the Crucified One: remember me when you come in to your kingdom and heard this reply: Today thou will be with me in Paradise. Now with letter in hand he returns to his earthly master. Will he be forgiven by him as he has been by the Holy Father? He will for now both the slave and the master are brothers redeemed by the Crucified Christ. The slave will serve with a renewed purpose and vision and the master will accept his service just as the Holy Father accepts our for now it is a service out of love and compassion.

How thankful I am that I am no longer bound by the shackles of the kingdom of sin but freed by the blood of the Crucified Christ. He called unto me: Come unto me all who are weary and laden with sin and I will give you rest and I came.

The Eye of God

Ponder this fact: God’s eye is ever present, His eye rests upon him whose foundation is in the fear of the Lord. God’s eye can penetrate the hardest heart, the deepest valley of man’s sin for He sees, He seeks and He desires that all turn to Him.


In the courtyard sat a disciple who promised that he would never leave the side of Jesus and he would pay the price of death rather than deny Him yet within the span of a few hours he denied him thrice. As he spoke his last denial the face of Jesus turned to this disciple and His eye penetrated his soul. The rooster crowed and the disciple remembered: before the cock crows you will deny me three times. The disciple left the courtyard and wept bitter tears as he recalled the penetrating eye of the Messiah as He looked deep into his heart and soul. His vitality was stripped bare and before him it lay bare and open to His gaze and piercing arrows. Later this same Messiah, now risen, spoke to this disciple three times: Do you love me? Tend my lambs. Do you love me? Shepherd my sheep. Do you love me? Tend my sheep.

Behold the eye of the Lord is upon you. He looks out and He will counsel you with His eye upon you and He will pour out His lovingkindness upon you to restore you and to reconcile you to Himself. Remember this: The eyes of the Lord move to and fro throughout the earth that He may strongly support those whose heart is completely devoted to Him.

What does God’s eye see in me this day? As I sought the Illuminating Holy Spirit’s I heard:
Do you love Him? Tend his lambs. Do you love Him? Shepherd his sheep. Do you love Him? Tend his sheep.

Who is the Lord?

When the world asks: Who is the Lord what I should obey Him, give them these answers:
The Lord delivers and protects
He lives in the Holy Temple on high and it is there that His splendor and majesty is revealed
The Lord is a teacher who reveals to each one the path of life
The Lord is reliant and trustworthy IS mercy!
The Lord is perfect and just
The Lord’s voice can be heard in the quiet stillness and over the raging waters for His voice is power
The Lord is majestic and is the eternal king

Who is the Lord that I should obey Him? How could you even ask that question? The answer lies here: For since the creation of the world his invisible attributes – his eternal power and divine nature – have been clearly seen, because they are understood through what has been made. So people are without excuse. (Rom 1:20)

“Never is a BIG word”

Beware: NEVER is a BIG word which opens the door to the work of the devil. Satan is one who loves to hear Christians boast about the “never’s” in their lives for this is his perfect opportunity to test. It was not that Peter’s heart was not right but the fact that he was boasting about something over which he thought he had under control. How often do we do the same! We think we have our faith under control, our love under control, our passions under control and then “boom.” The Lord Jesus warned Peter that that night all of them, including Peter, would be scattered and to add to that, Peter himself would deny he ever knew Jesus---not once but thrice. To Peter that was unthinkable, unconscionable and yet a few hours later the face of Jesus turned to him and revealed what he had said would happen, happened.

This example gives us understanding of why Paul emphatically told Timothy: elders must not be recent converts or they may become arrogant and fall into the punishment that the devil will exact and again they must be men whose reputation precedes them outside lest they fall into disgrace and be caught by the devil’s trap.

Today may we draw close to Jesus and listen carefully to his words of warning when we begin boasting about what we can or cannot do. May our hearts remain tender and open to what He would have us hear so that we can be discerning about our choices. Maybe that is why the author of Hebrews tells us:
Heb 5:14 "But solid food is for the mature, whose perceptions are trained by practice to discern both good and evil."

1Tim 3 1Tim 3
Matt 26:30 to 46 Matt 26:30-46

Centuries Apart but Closer to Heaven....

Although the Psalmist lived centuries before Christ, the thoughts he penned are woven like a Tapestry in John 16. It is into this secret place of prayer that we walk today to see and to learn, a place where we come alone to meet with God and to pour out our inner thoughts to Him who hears and answers. It is there that we glean ideas on what to do as we seek solace and peace.
A = Adoration: My God, I trust in you, you are the God who delivers me; on you I rely all day long. You are compassionate and faithful and your deeds have proven this to me over and over; you are kind and fair and teach me a sinner the right way to live; You have sent the Spirit of truth, to guide us into all truth. I know that, You, the Father loves me for I have loved the only Begotten Son, Jesus Christ. How I adore You Father of Lights because you chose from the beginning to draw your Son back to you so that the way would be open for Your Holy Spirit to come and indwell each believer.
C = Confession: There are times when I find I am experiencing humiliation and rejection. I will experience those will seek to put me out of places of worship or even a time is coming when my brothers or sisters in the Lord will experience physical death by the ones who think they are offering service to You. Father I confess that at times like this I need to understand your ways. I confess my lack of understanding for it is weak and childlike and I need the power to discern and to stand strong, exhibiting Your power and Your love. Do not hold against me the sins of my youth or my lack of understanding.
T = Thankfulness: How thankful I am that you prove faithful and reliable to those who follow the demands of Your covenant and we have received your guidance, and the revelation of your covenantal demands. How thankful to know that the indwelling Holy Spirit will prove the world wrong concerning sin and righteousness and judgment – concerning sin, because they do not believe in the Son of God; concerning righteousness, because He returned to the Father; concerning judgment, because the ruler of this world has been condemned.
S = Solitude Supplications: Father give me and others who walk with me in Christ-likeness, courage: do not let our enemies triumphantly rejoice that they have conquered, keep us faithful to You! Guide me and my fellow believers into your truth and teach us the all things that we may have an answer ready—about the hope we possess---the hope of eternal life! Forgive all our sins! May integrity and godliness protect us.
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Scripture: Ps 25 and 26 and John 16

You shall speak for Me....

If Paul knew what lay ahead he may have thought twice about entering the Temple that day. But now after a mob scene we find him on an expedited adventure from Jerusalem to a Caesarean prison by God’s divine orchestration so that he may begin to see the prophecy of: “you will speak to kings” begin its fulfillment...but certainly not as Paul had envisioned.

Prison Fellowship with a Roman procurator is probably not what was on Paul's mind! This Roman understood the facts concerning the Way more accurately but a man who vacillated, often unwilling to commit when pushed come to shove, one who abandoned wives to marry another. His new wife, Drusilla is only near the age of 20; is his third wife and also a divorcee. Together they paint a picture of those who seek the world’s answer to happiness but when presented with faith in Christ Jesus, righteousness, self-control, and the coming judgment, Felix, and most likely Drusilla, became frightened and sent Paul away with these words: “when I have an opportunity I will send for you.” The world says tomorrow, tomorrow but not today. Beware, tomorrow may never come. For two years Felix had many opportunities and talked with Paul often but Felix’s heart remained un-resilient to the gospel message.

Porcius Festus succeeded Felix and thereupon inherited the problem of Paul. Festus was a man-pleaser who wanted to do the Jews a favor, and also naïve to the ways of the Jewish religious leaders. Festus was also a man who could not or would not made decisions regarding the fate of Paul. Upon hearing that Paul appealed to Caesar he found himself in a bind with no easy answers.

Enter King Agrippa I who arrives in Caesarea for a visit accompanied by his sister Bernice. Agrippa, unwilling to just decide, opens the door to hear Paul and thus once again “you shall speak to kings” is being fulfilled. As Paul speaks the hearts of two men listening must decide not for Paul’s guilt but for who Christ is. Festus responds with “Paul you are mad!” Paul takes the upper hand and gives Agrippa the opportunity to decide: “Do you believe the prophets, King Agrippa? I know that you believe.” Agrippa answers with a question: “In such a short time are you persuading me to become a Christian?”

God is patient but presented with the gospel message all three reject and thus one day will have to stand before the judgment seat to hear “I never knew you.” Others too reject because of fear OR because the gospel message is just too simple OR because they do not want to lose face. Jesus, the Servant has come that all men may have the opportunity to accept Him. It is my prayer that you will accept Him as your Christ, your Redeemer. You believe the prophets right? I know you believe. Will you accept?


Acts 24 to 26

What would you have me do for you?

Can you imagine the Creator of the World asking you that question? How would you respond? What thoughts come immediately to mind? In Mark 10 we meet four individuals who were asked that question. Take a long look at each.

First is the rich young ruler. What must I do to inherit eternal life? Jesus said you lack one thing; in essence you lack God being God. Instead money is your god and your idol. He left sad and sorrowful for he had an abundance of riches. Jesus pricked his heart and he was found wanting. Next James and John offer to us a glimpse into the truth of our hearts: power and prestige or perhaps security to be by the side of Jesus as He goes forth to conquer. Impetuous and bold, audaciously they say they are willing to share his fate and so they will. Contrast these with Bartimaeus of the same chapter and see that his only request was for healing of his eyesight. The rich young ruler and the sons of Zebedee sought what was tangible, what was temporal and would meet their self-interest.

The rich young ruler never saw the kingdom of God; the brothers did indeed see their words come to life. James will be the first apostle to be beheaded and John will live his life in exile. Be careful of what you ask for. But, Bartimaeus will become a follower of Jesus with no cloak, no strings attached, but full of God’s merciful touch to remind him daily that now he could be of service to the Master and others.

Jesus looked into the heart of all and what did he see? He loved the rich young ruler; he too loved James and John but warned them of the life ahead. But Jesus saw the one thing that is all He desires and he saw that in the blind Bartimaeus---faith. What does Jesus see when He looks within my heart? Does he see a spiritually undiscerning person whose life goal is to keep that which God has given to me for myself and no one else? Does he see that because of pride I seek power, prestige and position? Or does he look into my heart and see humility, faith and a desire to see Him alone? The rich young ruler left carrying his riches with him, sorrowful and sad. The brothers felt the sting of the other disciples when their request was revealed. Were they angry because the brothers beat them to what they also desired or were they indignant because they saw into the hearts of James and John a heart of selfishness? Bartimaeus felt the sting of the crowd but he was resilient, steadfast, unwilling to yield to their scolding, bold and desirous of one thing…to follow Jesus. Where am I?

You call me Teacher and Lord and you are right for so I am and as I served you so shall you serve and love one another. In this way the world will know that I am in you and you are in me.
For three years twelve men have left all to follow this Servant, Teacher, Lord and in this night as He once again removed his garment and used a teachable moment in washing their feet and serving supper questions surfaced. In this quiet moment as they watched and allowed Him to humbly serve them their minds swirled as He said “Where I am going you cannot follow but you will follow later.”

Place yourself around the table, join with the disciples for a moment in time and listen.
Peter: Why can’t I follow you right now?
Thomas: Lord we do not know where you are going, how do we know the way?
Philip: Lord show us the Father and it is enough for us.
Judas (not Iscariot): Lord, what then has happened that you are going to disclose yourself to us and not the world?

Questions, questions and more questions! We all have them. How do we find the answers? Listen to The Servant, Teacher and Lord:
I am the Way, the Truth and the Life; (I am the answer to life)
Believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in in Me, believe because of the works themselves. (My works testify to my identity)
If you love me, you will obey my commandments (In obedience I will reveal myself to you more fully)
The Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything, and will cause you to remember everything I said to you. (I will not leave you as orphans…)

As you sit each day at the feet of Jesus you too may have questions:
Questions of the unknown future
Questions of who Jesus is
Questions of what it means to love and obey
Questions of why we don’t understand what we read

As I was reading and writing I reminded myself that I am soooo like these disciples! As I am being served the truth of His Word, I am comforted by the presence of the Helper, the Advocate, the Holy Spirit who has been sent to each believer to indwell him/her. But, He is not just all of those things, He is "my" Teacher who jogs my memory to other passages I have read, He is the one who guides my hands until I see the whole picture. Amazing.

John 13: 31-38 Solitude Meditating on the Glorification of the Servant”

And God said, “Let there be light! And there was light and God separated the light from the darkness.” And into the darkness of this world entered the “Light of the World” who would be the humble servant. And the darkness left the Passover and the Light of the World replied: “Now the Son of Man is glorified, and God is glorified in him.” The glory of the Father illuminated the Passover room and the men within heard the Servant give a new commandment as if to cement this image for all eternity:

Love one another
Love one another as I have loved you
Love one another so that the world may see Me in you

By this everyone will know: you have been illuminated by the Light of the World, been supernaturally transformed by My Light and forever the darkness that would permeate you has been dispelled.

Earlier Jesus had said “As long as I am in the world, I am the Light of the world” but I am leaving you for a little while. You now must be My light to all who live and walk in darkness and tell them that if they follow Me they will have the light of life within just as you have. Then they will not belong to the world of darkness anymore but walk in the illumination of the glory of the Servant. Remember to walk as children of light for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness, and truth -- trying to learn what is pleasing to the Lord. Do not participate in the unfruitful deeds of darkness, but rather expose them.

This must be my passion, my mission, my command to “go into all the world” and share this Light to all. In this quiet time, I am asking the Lord where He might plan to have me illuminate the darkness with His love.

Love one another, love one another, love one another from now until He returns.